Snow Grave

2021.09.23 14:47 Pamthar Snow Grave

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2021.09.23 14:47 nicker1245 True or cap

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2021.09.23 14:47 eupdonmain the things I'll leave unsaid

I'm writing this for myself, so I can hopefully stave of doing something I am not truly ready for yet and which hence could potentially sour things between us even more, even if I already bought on the mask to replace the own you lent me, and a card to accompany it in an impulse (which I put entirely too much thought and energy into choosing) and have laboured over things I'd write on it for months now. Instead I'm gonna be as self-indulgent, self-centred and selfish about my thoughts and feelings here as I can, because I won't cause any harm with it to you with it here and because getting it out of my system like this will hopefully enable me to think about other things again... rn all I could say to you would be tinted with over-dramatization, because I'm still haunted by the intensity of the feelings I had for you.
I have been obsessing over our relationship (small suprise there...) the past couple of months and I think of you pretty much every day and if I'm being honest if I'm not careful you easily become all I ever think about. Which probably means I am not ready to be any kind of close to you again as of now, no matter how much I would like for that to be the case. I promised myself I would refrain from this kind of contact until I feel reasonably confident in my ability to act like a sane person around you. This does not seem sane to me, so I am not there yet. And I'm sorry for both you and me that you lost me over this, that I lost you over this, that I had to "abandon" you to give myself a chance to heal. I know how afraid you are of people leaving you, that you didn't want to loose me. Maybe not for the 'right' reasons, maybe more out of your own fear than out of genuine affection for me, but I will not think for you on that matter and maybe that's just my own insecurities speaking anyway. I won't ever say these things as explicitly to your face as I am about to express them here, because I don't want to feed the voices in your head and make you feel more guilty than you did when we ended thing or end up hurting you again with how I phrase things. We both deserve something better than that.
I think you were not an ideal fit for me as a long term romantic partner and l suppose I'm not 'ideal' for you either, not with how much you crave routine and predictablility in all things. Me throwing you so off balance must've been very scary, must've felt like you were losing control somewhat and I know you don't like that, but I like to think I had a positive impact on your life in some ways nonetheless, especially in terms of you feeling a bit safer when relying on your loved ones for emotional support or even asking them for it, even if I must assume that the last couple of months of us dating might've felt somewhat suffocating to you. Maybe the things that we need and the things that we think we want aren't always in perfect alignment with eachother. Let's not get started on the things we believe we deserve.
I started to feel a bit disconnected from you once that message from your mom came in and you started to shut your feelings off to protect yourself from all the things she makes you endure and the stress you put yourself under to deal with your inhuman work load and which I suspect you use to bury all your feelings under. If you're always busy there's no room for those catch up with you + you're chasing the perfection your mother expects from you with it, so by going above and beyond that you're doing something she approves of. Things never quite felt the same after that, but I only started to worry about it for real once you were back in town.
I felt like you kept me at arms length. Like the windows of time you dedicated to me were a chore you would rather avoid. Like you would rather invest you're time in other people and above all in doing something more productive than spending time with me. Like you had a foot out of the door as soon you reached my place, like your head was always already concerned with your next assignment. Like being with me made you uncomfortable. Like I couldn't ask you for perhaps one lazy Sunday a month, where it would be just you and me existing together, not doing much of anything. And that's something I don't just want, it's something I need out of a romantic relationship in my life at this stage of my life I think. That's what I learned from this, because compromising on that for you did not feel good to me. I wanted more than you were willing or able (perhaps those two are the same thing for you) to give me.
That's one of the reasons I grew jealous and envious of some of the the people in your life I suppose ... mostly M , because it seemed like she got all the time I wish you had for me. And I know that's not entirely rational, but it still felt quite painful to me and that pain is valid. Then O because she's probably your favourite person if the way you talk about her is any way to judge those things and I wanted to be that for you. Then P because you dedicated time for him every week, despite him having intentions that do not align with your interests in him, despite him violating your boundaries and repeatedly making you feel uncomfortable. I didn't like to feel that way and there was definitely some denial over it. It goes against my core values and clashes with my vision of what kind of person I'd like to be.
What was immidiately apparent was the comeback of my internalized shame over the things my impaired executive function make harder for me to accomplish. Because if you didn't have time for me surely that must've meant I wasn't good enough for you.... How could I be? Being as chaotic as I am, displaying so many traits your mom would emotionally abuse and ridicule you for if you yourself were to slip up like I do every day. Listening to you what sounded to me like you were disapproving of a certain man, once he entered Ms life, who from what I've heard is similarly disorganized as I am, was quite painful, but I never said anything about it explicitly, because ... well feelings are hard, I know I cannot always trust my feelings and I didn't want you to feel guilty about some thing 'minor' like that, although in hindsight I think I desperately craved reassurence in those moments.
I lost myself.
I'm still lost, but I'm not gonna find myself again in you, no matter how much my heart wishes for that to happen. That wouldn't be a healthy thing anyway.
I think I have to relearn that the version of myself I see in the best memories I have of our time together, that the funny, understanding, generous and tremendously kind and gentle person I can be still exists inside of me even if you're no longer around to drag them out of the corner of my mind they like to hide in when the doubt and the self-hatred start screaming at me inside of my head. I want to be kinder to myself again, I want to reach a point where I like myself a bit better again, because I deserve to feel good about myself. Maybe once I reach that point sending you the card and the mask and asking for your friendship will be possible, but maybe it won't matter to me then as much as it does now. You were my first true love after all. But losing your love has been painfull enough now, I want to get past this.
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2021.09.23 14:47 Any-Helicopter9354 Harvest 2021 - Lopota, Georgia - Documentary Short Film

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2021.09.23 14:47 InspiraSean86 Continuing with Chapter 4: Mayor Duvezin's House

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2021.09.23 14:47 chrisnesbitt_jr Hello tragic, flawed, lovely people lol

New to the community, just took the RHETI a few days ago and after some rather meticulous research have determined I am a 4w5.
I love that there is a community of nearly 2000 people out there who are like me, but also fuck you all you couldn't possibly understand me! ;)
How is everyone? Had any good revelations or self-discoveries lately?
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2021.09.23 14:47 Famous-End4959 My fastest cars

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2021.09.23 14:47 fd_dono After a year of owner my 84 SR5 it is finally getting the engine it deserves. 4ac no more, 4age coming soon

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2021.09.23 14:47 SelfDiagnosedMulatto Vet recommended flea spray for 3 week old kittens’ bedding. Toxicity concerns?

Hello cat lovers :3
I’ve been taking care of some kittens (and the momma cat) since finding them hiding away in my backyard shed. They’re happy and healthy, but of course there’s a lot of work to be done to get them ready for adoption.
Today we took them to the vet to get them all checked out. Coming from outdoors of course they all had fleas. The vet gave the mother cat a flea treatment (non-toxic for kittens), and for the kittens recommended a flea spray for their living area in addition to combing.
We picked up a spray from the pet store containing permethrin & tetramethrin. The vet told us to spray everything then wait a few hours to allow it to dry before returning the kittens. After doing some research into the active ingredients, I’ve read they are highly toxic for cats in particular and can even cause seizures. Is this the case only when the spray is fresh/wet?
I’d appreciate any advice! I really want to make sure these babies are safe and flea-free.
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2021.09.23 14:47 ilovepewds0099118876 Cursed_Chewbacca

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2021.09.23 14:47 ConsistentAmount4 Every Ancestral Origin Included in the Most Recent American Community Survey, Part 3: Eastern Europe

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2021.09.23 14:47 inteli97 Is anyone able to help guide me through a hackintosh for a HP Zbook 14u G6 Laptop?

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Is anyone able to help me via zoom or teams to get a hackintosh running on the above system?
I know this may be asking too much but I am trying to get my head around the kexts and their meanings but it is all very very confusing.
I've attempted hackintosh's on previous PC's but ran into the same problem.
If it comes to as a last resort I am happy to pay for the help.
If this post is not allowed; Sorry in advance.
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2021.09.23 14:47 Blauzahn Picking up a question from last year: where to play beach volleyball?

I found that in Carcavelos there are no public nets/courts anymore. But three nets that people brought themselves.
Caparica is supposed to have two courts at [38.642003,-9.237904], will check them out today.
Any more that you know of?
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2021.09.23 14:47 Vendoban Judge grants temporary injunction to City employees on vaccine mandate

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2021.09.23 14:47 Loose_Spend4158 My siege vulkan won’t launch

I have updated my drivers in my computer and enabled run administrator on the .exe, but every time I launch siege vulkan it says no compatible drivers/hardware found, which doesn’t make sense.
Does anyone have ideas?
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2021.09.23 14:47 Randodude13 Retirement account change

My wife just changed jobs. At her previous job there was a 403b that we were only able to take the match for. Sitting right around 10k. Her new job does not offer a retirement account. So I’d like to get rid of the 403b and simply roll it over into a rothira that we’ll end up keeping until retirement. Is it possible to make that entire rollover in one swoop. And then can we also continue to make the max contribution of 6k in the same year?
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2021.09.23 14:47 notbotforsure link is in comments- go read it till then lemme cry by myself

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2021.09.23 14:47 Ill-Telephone9682 Who else thinks count the ways and Into the pit were the best Fazbear Frights books?

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2021.09.23 14:47 TheNamelessSystem Obey all priests?

Are we to obey all priests? Or just those whose jurisdiction we fall under?
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